Cheng
i shouldn't be blogging.
i can't sleep:(
i'm not emo-ing,
i'm just don't feel too good.
i'm not pissed,
i'm just angry at everything.
i'm not scared,
i'm just shivering very slightly.
it's all just too REAL.
ARHHHH.
i hate nightmares:((
bet it must be from today.
while walking down to take chem prac.
saw people i shouldn't see.
people who are out of my life already.
YUCKS.
stop appearing!!
:///
maybe everyone's sleeping now.
hmmmm.
i'm wide awake.
what shall i do?
it's so quiet y'know.
like,
typing is totally too loud.
shhhhh.
pick a nice & cozy spot.
settle down.
it's a good time to think.
sort everything out.
pack my mind.
it's very messy:/
i'll sleep once after that.
goodnight(:
6:56 PM
Cheng
HELLO HELLO!
it's all done now.
good and bad times,
they always come together.
1st for cheerleading,
6th for overall.
i just feel guilty towards EUNICA.
she seemed sadd:(
oh wells,
of cos she should be.
what am i talking about:((
regine keep telling me it's not my fault.
but,
i'm the captain.
if it ain't mine,
then whose is it?
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ARHH.
i was scared that i'll screw the cheerleading:O
like DUPER DUPER worried.
BIG TIME.
hahha:D
and my heart was jumping OUT at that instant,
that they announced the winner.
i'm all done for today.
and it's time to sleep like a pig.
finally can put down everything,
and take a good good rest(:
cos from monday onwards,
it's back to studies.
O's is coming.
and i've promised myself that i'll concentrate ON STUDIES ONLY after 20th april.
no more distractions.
it's time for square one(:
for isabel,
though we've not done well,
i appreciate all the member's cooperation and high house spirit.
the bonds we've made,
it's hard to break.
so let's keep it together.
<3
to regine: HI!:D
1:32 PM
Cheng
this week:
stayed back with
regine,
denise,
feiying,
cs almost everyday.
house stuff is killing me:(
get this:
friday,
let's just see how it goes.
whether we win or not,
it's not important anymore.
let's all just enjoy the event.
have some fun people:D
cos after sports carnival,
it's back to study time.
oh wells.
i'm gonna stay back with regine everyday to S-T-U-D-Y.
hahha.
yay we can do it!:D
oh man i'm scared of O's.
3 more zittt poped out.
yuck yuck://
i'm over-stessed://////
12:02 PM
Cheng
hello,
yesterday,
everything was wrong.
bloody stupid friday the 13th.
every,
single,
thing,
was,
WRONG,
WRONG,
WRONG.
and for no damn reason.
i hate it:(
shoutouts:
pinkie: yeah i went shopping that day anyways.
hahha. oh but who are you?
priscilla: EH. cheng is a normal living walking human.
but priscilla is a ghost, like to appear outta no where-.-
11:35 PM
Cheng
today's horoscope:
Be wary of making any big financial gambles today-
chances are,
they won't pay off.
And be skeptical of any sales pitches you hear today,
too.
Not all the facts will be immediately apparent,
and your wishful thinking could keep you from seeing the obvious pitfalls of a major purchase that someone is pushing you to make.
In fact,
you might want to avoid buying anything today-
the stars say that doing so could be very risky.
you might want to avoid buying anything today-
HELLO?!
HOW AM I GONNA GO SHOPPINGGGG??????
oh man i wonder what happens if i just ignore this.
butbutbut;
AIYAH i wanna go shopping larr:(
how to not buy anything!
man you must be kidding me.
oh wells.
whatever.
i'll just be extra careful today(:
the past week,
had been B-U-S-Y.
not with work though oh wells.
i wonder when will i really wake up and realise i don't have much time left till O's.
hmmm.
i've been helping with the cheerleading alot.
due to the half-dying-pris.
ahahha.
okayokay.
yayyy going shoppingg!
oh man holidays are just DA BEST:D
<33
he didn't update!
for,
a few days alr.
that totally put all my mood off:/
aiyah dt update update update soon!
:///
<33dt.
12:30 AM
Cheng
today's horoscope:
Your enthusiasm will get you noticed in a positive way,
but don't overdo it--
or else you might start getting a very bad type of attention.
There's a fine line between being entertaining and being obnoxious,
and you need to understand the difference.
If you feel like gushing or venting about something,
save it for your inner circle.
These folks know you well and embrace your more extreme emotions.
Letting down your guard is safe with them.
hahha i can TOTALLY IGNOREEE HOROSCOPE TODAYY!
YAYYAYAYAYYA.
he updated(:
ohmigod after like 5 L-O-N-G-G-G-G-G D-A-Y-S-S-S--S-S.
hehheh FIANLLY!:D
oh man don't i just sound like a typical FAN?!
HAHHA I DON'T CARRE!(:
<333!
friday's a HOLIDAY!
and that means...
SHOPPINGGGGG WITH GIRLFRIENDS!
WOOHOO!
much <33(:
oh man i can't wait.
and then,
there will be like 2 concerts to go for.
funny how i don't know what concert i'm going to.
oh wells.
we got our yearbooks today.
don't ask me why i'm not crazy about it like every other human i see in school.
it just doesn't touch my soul.
HAHA.
okay lar there just ain't nothing special about it.
now is there?
anyway,
HE UPDATEDD!
WOOHOOOOO!
totally made my much tired dayy((:
<33dt.
11:26 AM
Cheng
today's horoscope:
You will find a great deal of comfort in your daily routine today.
What might seem dull or boring to other people is something you will find very rewarding.
The patterns of your life are coming together to form a very interesting picture,
and it's one you should enjoy contemplating.
All your questions are starting to get answered,
and this is a time when you should revel in your accomplishments and savor your success.
find comfort in my daily routine.
LIKE REAL.
early in the morning at 6AM,
recieved phone call from ___.
1st call.
___: CHENG! WAKE UPPPPP!
cheng: huhhh?
___: OMG CHENG! YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE HERE NOWWW.
WAKEEEE UPPPPPP!!
cheng: emmm.
___: CHENG! I'M WITH YOUR SCHOOL TEACHER NOW EH.
SHE'S ASKING WHY YOU'RE LATE.
cheng: hmmmmmm.
emmmmm.
[hung up on ___]
2nd call:
___: CHENG AR! YOU'RE DAMNN LATTE LARR.
WAAAAKKKEEEEE! UPPPPPP!
cheng: [sit up finally and rub her eyes]
huh?
___: CHENG!! YOU UP? EH YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE NOW!
WHERE ARE YOU?
cheng: stop shouting, where am i? i don't know. on the bed?
___: OHMIGOD. WE'RE LEAVING IN 5 MINS TIME AND YOU'RE ON THE BEDDD?
cheng: leav-ing? to? from? huh? when?
___: WE'RE GOING MALAYSIA REMEMBERRR?
WE ARE ALL WAITING FOR YOUUUU!
cheng: ohmigod. what? WHAT? WWHHAATT?
since whenn? huh with whom? i'm goingg too?
___: EH YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WANTED TO GO MOST LARR.
AND NOW YOU'RE MISSING?! EH YOU NOT BAD HUHH.
cheng: eh wait. waitt. WHENNN?
[start getting out of bed real fast]
ohmigod i'm late?? OMGGGG!
___: [laughters] HAHAHAHHAHA APRIL FOOL!
cheng: [stones]
......
[hangs up and falls back to sleep]
at 10,
she called again to explain the incidence in the morning.
i told her i'll put this up,
and she begged to put her name as "___"
so there.
shoutouts!
RUIWEI + KEV + DEREK : STOPPPPPP! -.-
to RW ESPECIALLY: YOU! YYOOUU! DON'T EVER. LET. ME. CATCH. YOU.
P.S. he is cute okay. stop it! all of you!
he didn't update:(
my mood's totally off://
BYEBYE people.
<33dt.
5:08 AM
Cheng
today's horoscope:
Music,
art and movies will provide the fun and good times you're craving right now--
so it's the perfect time to go to a concert,
art gallery or theater.
It's important to get out and enjoy these things amidst other people instead of staying home with a DVD or CD.
The diverse energy of an audience will stimulate you and inspire you to explore more creative ways to make your life what you want it to be.
yesterday was ...
how can people still think that i _______?
i was young and innocent and immatured and stupid and all.
so change it; people:/
chinese project was like oh-so-finally-done.
awards day was boring and all.
after school,
went for chinese,
after which rot around with johui elvi ginny clarissa.
i wasn't in a very plesant mood:(
at 5+ when people started coming back,
bad mood started://
elvi ginny jo didn't come up.
and clarrisa is scary:O
her ears are so sharp.
then it went on and dahdeda.
and i stupidly stayed to watch the concert.
the concert was okay.
but it's after the concert that they drag on and on and on.
AIYAH.
i wanted to S-L-E-E-P.
after that went down and stayed for a while.
IT'S A GIRL.
oh please-.-
left with seiyuu and mom.
today might be busy.
might not be.
aiyah i'm making no sense:/
goodbye people.
<33dt.
12:30 AM